Passing Through
By Kazz Falcon
Oh, man
All the problems I had
None of them seems to go away
I can't escape them
It's getting too much to handle
I tried my best to walk away
But the problems followed me
everywhere
I kinda attracts trouble.
I don't know why
I was really a nice person
thou
Everyone loves me
No, I wasn't that Raymond
I don't go looking for trouble
Maybe, I was in the wrong place
at the wrong time
That could be it.
I hoped so
In this life, I was passing
through
The Other Woman
By Kazz Falcon
Well, what can I say?
I was seeing a married man
He was gently and sweet
I can't get him out of my mind.
Many times, he told me he loves
me
He wanted to leave his wife
Things weren't great for them
She bickered about the tiny
things
He was constantly tired of
the arguing
I was his loving comfort
I wasn't at fault
They had troubles long before
me
He can't live without me any
longer
Some day, he will be all mine
He needs to leave his wife
Then, we will be together forever
I can't wait for the day
The Confrontation
By Kazz Falcon
There was a knock on the door
I peaked through the peep hole
I don't recognized her at all
I opened the door
She glazed at me with her fiery
eyes
She was extremely mad about
something
I tried to calm her down
She continued to explore
I realized she was his wife
She wondered how I could do
such a thing
I was brutally honesty with
her
"He doesn't love her any more
He want to be with me
They have been fighting a lot"
She was speechless
She couldn't get any words
out of her mouth
She got the courage
She described her perfect world
They had a great relationship
They had a wonderful home
AND they had two beautiful
kids
I was dumbstruck
How could he?
HE misled me with his deceitful
lies
He gave me false hope for love
We were both innocense victims
Double Life
By Kazz Falcon
I married a wonderful woman
She was the best thing ever
happened to me
Lately, my desires was still
strong for another
I can't help it at all
I struggled with it all my
life
I felt so guilty about the
desires
I don't want to hurt her
I have to hid it from her
That life was not acceptable
I want to do the right thing
Thou, it was quite hard to
tell her
Will she understand my desire?
I shouldn't married her in
the first place
I had no choice at all
We lived in a society where.....
Being gay was a sin
I need to be true to myself
and to her
If things was different, I
wouldn't marry her
The truth hurts
I need to continue living the
double life
Confession
By Kazz Falcon
I admitted that I burned down
a house
I couldn't take it any more
My life fell apart
I thought the house will always
be mine
The damn ex wife took the house
from me
It was all I had left
I paid for the house every
month
My ex wife didn't.
She was an housewife
She can't afford the house
She was the new owner
I just can't phantom that thought
The house was rightfully mine
The divorce wasn't that kind
to me
I was distraught for losing
everything
The judge ordered me sign over
the deed
Man, I was such a fool
I had the house long before
the marriage
I wanted so much to destroy
her
The best way was burn down
the house
One With God
By Kazz Falcon
I was fully committed to God
I was in a relationship with
him
I loved him with all my heart
I read the bible daily
I go to church every Sunday
I praised him all the time
I prayed every night
I don't have any problem
Then again, I have one small
problem
Some Christans have a problem
Hello, I am gay
Yet, they kept on preaching
to me
"Being gay is a sin
God hates the sin, loves the
sinner"
What right do they have?
I didn't do anything wrong
with them or GOD
I don't force myself on their
relationship with God
I wished they will leave me
alone
The relationship was with God,
not them
They shouldn't be concern about
God and me
After all, we need to be one
with God
Who's The Daddy?
By Kazz Falcon
I got myself in a pickle
I learned I was pregnant
My husband was happy for us
This will be our first child
together
Then again, was it?
My best friend had a rough
time
He lost his job and place
I felt sorry for him
We ended up having passionate
sex
I couldn't believe I cheated
on my husband
It doesn't stop there.
The problem was much bigger
My hubby was white; the other
guy was black
Damn, I was afraid of that
The skin colour didn't cross
my mind
I can't tell my husband about
it
I don't want to lose him at
all.
He was the one for me
I was nervous as hell
I must have the baby behind
my hubby's back
Right now, I don't know who's
the daddy?
Baby's Colour
By Kazz Falcon
The worst had happened
The black guy was indeed the
baby's father
My hubby's world will be destroy
One tiny mistake costs us our
loving marriage
I haven't told him about the
baby's birth yet
I went away to had the baby
in privacy
I can't had the child at the
hospital
I just can't
If I did, my hubby will know
the truth
I didn't mean to have the one
night stand
My black friend was vulnerable
I was in between of a hard
place and a rock
Man, how will I explain to
my dear hubby?
He won't understand
I truly let our marriage down
I need to do something fast
I must find another baby
Another white baby to care
for
I will give up this mixed baby
to save my marriage
I must do what I must do
The End?
By Kazz Falcon
I had a good run at the movies
I was a popular actor
My fame wandered away
Some other dude took my place
I was no longer in the spotlight
I wanted the fame to last
Then again, nothing lasts forever
I was depressed
I won't have the attention
of the fans
I never thought that day will
come
I loved being an actor
It was time for something else
I need to start over
Man, why does it need to end?
I was comfortable in the spotlight
The fame was really over for
me
I became a Regular Joe
I won't cry because the fame's
over
I smiled because it happened!
It wasn't the end
The Abortion
By Kazz Falcon
I was looking forward to the
new baby
The doctor told me something
awful
The baby won't make it
He won't be fully developed
Damn, I wanted so much to have
another baby
My oldest wants a sibling to
play with
The bad news was a big disappointment
The doctor sent me to an abortion
clinic
Man, it was going against my
beliefs
I can't take a life away
The baby deserves a shot at
life
He was innocence
For some, abortion wasn't the
right thing
Sorry, I got to end the pregnancy
It was too dangerous to have
him
I was at risk too
It wasn't fair to the oldest
My other child needs me too
He needs his mommy
I have to take care of my oldest
child
Bail Jumper
By Kazz Falcon
I decided to make a run for
it
I won't go back to jail
It wasn't the thing for me
I like my freedom much better
I really hate jail
The others were too dangerous
forceful
They picked on me
I can't stand up to them
They outnumbered me
The walls were closing in
I couldn't stand being locked
up
Jail wasn't the place for me
I didn't do anything wrong
I was innocence
My ex lover believed that I
raped her
I wouldn't do such a thing
No one believed me
I loved her so much
I got to convince her to tell
the truth
I won't go back to jail
Witness
By Kazz Falcon
My life was in danger
I was truly afraid
I saw a major crime
A gangster killed someone
It was a drug deal went bad
I heard a shot in the alley
I ran out of the house
I came upon the deadly scene
He pulled the trigger on that
guy again
He shot him few times
I screamed out loud
He came at me fast and furious
I managed to escape him
I forgot how I did
it
That's right
It's all coming back to me
I hid under a useless mattress
I heard footsteps coming forward
I heard noises close by
He threatened to kill me
I was so scared in my life
Then a car pulled up in the
alley
I closed my eyes and prayed
A while passed
Silence was all around
I slowly got up
Nobody was around
I raced back home
I was still in shocked
I picked up the phone to call
the police
I just couldn't speak
It dawned on me
He will recognized me if I
tell
He knew what I looked like
I dropped down to my knees
I bawled like a baby
I was in danger for being a
witness
On The Run
by Kazz Falcon
I took off on the bail bond
I will never ever go back to
jail
I had it up with the system
It mistreated me wrong
I killed someone in self defense
The damn police didn't see
that
They believed it was about
money
The drug dealer/friend wanted
his money
I mentioned I was flat broke
He went ballistic
I couldn't calm him down
His mind was on the money
He wanted the money right then
and there
I gave him my empty wallet
He was so angry that he used
fists
His arms was so strong for
me
Things were out of control
I kneed him in the mid section
I did the next best thing
I grabbed the gun from under
the bed
As I shot him many times,
The police witnessed the murder
I tried to explain what happened
They placed me under arrest
Car Chase
By Kazz Falcon
The police was on my trail
I wouldn't stop at all
I stole a car in Hollywood
It could go on for hours
That's fine with me
I had a full tank of gas
I will enjoy my last hours
of freedom
I had some drugs too
I was pretty damn high
I went through some red lights
I drove faster than the speed
limit
I rode all over the place
I put people's lives' in danger
Some people cheered for me
Another car tried to stop me
I turned the corner to get
away from him
There was no way the police
could stop me now
Even the spike strip failed
But then, suddenly, it flattened
my right front tire
That wouldn't even stop me
I kept on speeding
I was careless from the drugs
I headed down the wrong direction
I threw out some drugs
I ran into a moving car
My car flipped over a few times
I flew out of the window onto
the concrete
I was badly injured
Yet, the police arrested me
for the car chase
Dead Lover's Family
By Kazz Falcon
My lover recently died from
an heart attack
He was quite young - Age 37
It shook me up very much
I can't go on without his love
We were in a committed relationship
We lived in his house over
ten years
We shared everything together
Life was fagulous
We hardly see his family
They never like me in the first
place
I was involved with their son
Now, his family was making
it worst for me
They want to take everything
from me
I believed I owned everthing,
including the house
The house rightfully belongs
to me
Yet, the family doesn't see
that
I wasn't on the lease of the
property
I truly felt like I was married
to him
The family can't throw me to
the curb
I was a big part of their son's
life
