Who Are You?
By Kazz Falcon
Who are you?
I was the third person
Really?
Yeah, really!
I only see one of you
Come on
Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I only see one person
I was serious
Who are you?
You can't be a third person
Huh?
What about me, myself and I?
Do they count?
No, not really
They was still you
I wondered about you
You don't have to talk about
you as the third person
You do have friends
No matter how bad things were,
they will be there for you
Child Molester
By Kazz Falcon
Dedicated to Michael Jackson
The needed less fortunate children
was an easy prey
They came from a broken homes
and/or sick
I brought them happiness at
Netherland
They trusted me; I gained their
trust
They wanted to sleep over
The parents wouldn't mind at
all
I let them to sleep with me
I don't find it that strange
Afterall, I was still a kid
I had lots of toys and fun
things to do
What kid wouldn't want to spend
time with me?
I was a real ife Peter Pan
No one will suspect a thing
from me
We became so close in the friendship
Now, I was treated like a smooth
criminal
Some kids accused me of molesting
them
Really, their parents just
want money from me
Why can't the press and the
police see the extortion?
Everyone was in a uproar about
me
I just can't be judge for being
a child molester
True Calling
By Kazz Falcon
I was a small kid
I had a great desire to be
a big star
Any kind of a star was fine
by me
I loved to sing
I loved to act
I loved to be a performer
Everyone loves me
I loved the applauses from
everyone
It made me to feel fabulous
inside
As I got older, I lost interest
in the biz
I lived that Hollywood life
all my youth
It wasn't that exciting any
more
I was so jaded by it
Performing wasn't in my heart
any more
It wasn't fulfilling to me
I wanted a normal life
I was pulled in another different
direction
I found something else I love
to do
The art gallery fascinated
me
I saw so many paintings
I loved the beauty of them
I can do marvelous paintings
It was something different
from acting
Where in acting, it was someone
else's world
I lived in their world of pictures
The paintings were my very
own pictures
I created a brand new world
for me
I saw life through something
magical
The paintings made me alive
again
I found my true calling
Jaded
By Kazz Falcon
That's what I became
Life wasn't the same
I got involved with drugs
I gave up on the hugs
Something got to give
I wanted to live
Drugs wasn't a good way
I wasn't that gay
Drugs was my extremely savor
I need a big favor
I ran out of money
Please give me some bucks,
honey
I couldn't stop at all
It was my downfall
I don't care about my life
Drugs was like a knife
I can't live without it
I threw a hissy fit
If I can't find another dose
I won't be a pretty rose
My life was shaded
I was jaded
Empty
By Kazz Falcon
I felt empty
I should be happy
Life was just perfect
I had a good paying job
I had a wonderful car
I wore fancy clothes
I was engaged to a beautiful
woman
Yet, I wasn't happy
Something was missing from
my life
I couldn't put my finger on
it
I came upon a place
A place I never been to
I felt a strange presence
He took a strong hold of my
inner being
I can't deny him
I let him in my life
I finally realized I was one
with him
It was a breathtaking feeling
to have
I was happy to the fullest
Life was much better for me
I wasn't feeling empty
Cold & Heartless
By Kazz Falcon
I don't gave a damn about people
The hate consumed my inner
being
I ruined dreams, hopes and
lives
Nobody had a chance
I seek out the weakness
I preyed on their fears
I became stronger
They felt miserable
I claimed they aren't good
enough
Yes, the truth hurts
They believed my every word
I laughed behind their backs
Their tearful eyes gave me
strength
I did a bang up job
I was quite pleased with myself
I had them where I want them
They were in my control
I put the fear of God in them
Who want to mess with the devil?
I was cold and heartless
Again
By Kazz Falcon
Why, oh, why?
I must be on drugs or something
I was such a fool
I took back my ex lover
He swore he wasn't a womanizer
His tears was very real
He was being sincere about
his true feelings
He persuaded me to take him
back
I really believed him
He regretted cheating on me
It was such a relieved
I was the only one for him
He promised he would never
hurt me again
His love was my weakness
Yet, I still haven't learn
my lesson
Sadly, he went back to his
old ways
I caught him red handed
He was in our bed with two
ladies
I thought he changed his ways
He fooled me all along
It was happening again
This House
By Kazz Falcon
This house I lived in
It was beautiful at first
Lots of love was there
It was comfortable and pleasant
Sunshine was in every room
Even where the sun couldn't
reach
I was at peace
I had no problems
It was home sweet home
I could live here forever
Now, the house was dark and
gloomy
I was concerned about my roomie
Something wasn't right
There was a large shadow over
him
I didn't felt safe at all
I pestered him till he talk
He confessed he lost his job
few months ago
He mentioned he had no other
choice
I was confused about the last
comment
He admitted the boss fired
him
I wondered why
He wouldn't tell me why
Next few weeks, I noticed lots
of people was showing up
Some of them came during the
middle of the night
I realized drugs entered our
home
My roomie decided to make fast
money
He sold drugs at the house
I wasn't happy about it
This wasn't a home any more
It was home hell home
He ruined the sunshine in this
house
Peace Of Mind
By Kazz Falcon
I can't concentrate
I had lots of thing going at
one
I was busy with my job
I had a full house
I took care of my sick mother
It was a full plate
I don't have time for myself
Life was non stop
Life tired me out on daily
basics
I had a hard time to fall asleep
Things was on my mind
Everything was taking a toll
on me
I felt beaten each passing
day
I recently heard about meditation
I checked it out at a Buddhist
place
It was quite refreshing
The distractions disappeared
The troubles was lifted of
my shoulders
It soothes my mind
I sat on the cushion and close
my eyes
I won't even think about anything
Not even a thought
Not a thing at all
My mind was free as long I
want
Meditation changed my life
I meditation every night for
30 minutes
I became a better person
I fell asleep easily
I appreciated life more often
My love grown for everything
My life settled down
I don't have a worry in the
world
I don't let things get to me
I had a peace of mind
The Outcast
By Kazz Falcon
People looked at me different
I did something drastic few
years ago
I tried to kill my lover's
wife
I shot her in the head
She survived the shooting
I was in prison for seven long
years
I wasn't the same person any
more
I grown a lot since then
All was forgiven
I can't get a decent break
No one will hire me
I was still being judged for
the crime
Why can't they leave it in
the past?
Empty Words
By Kazz Falcon
"I'm sorry"
I know I kept on making mistakes.
Please forgive me for the upteenth
time
I would never ever do it again
I promised you with all my
heart.
I would remain faithful
I won't turn the other cheek
"I'm sorry"
I hoped you believe me this
time
I really hope so
You have more faith in our
love
Please forgive me
I am counting on yr faith to
get us through
I won't count out our love
again
"I'm sorry"
I would do anything
I would stop seeing her
I would erase her from my mind
I would move out of town with
you
I would tear up her phone number
"I'm sorry"
I am begging for another chance
I just can't live without you
I know I made so many mistakes
I can't see my life without
you
You are the one for me
Please, pretty please take
me serious
Please believe me
Please trust me
Please forgive me
Look at my tears
They are as real as "I'm sorry."
Just A Fool In Love
By Kazz Falcon
I thought I found true love
Micky took my heart by surprise
We didn’t expect to be
in a relationship
We were searching for something
else
We did our own thing at the
club
We dated for a while
Lately, I became the second’s
best
I had no ideal why
I believed he really like me
Instead, he was more interest
in his true love
I couldn’t compete with
it
Most times, I ended up being
alone more
I wanted so much to be with
him
He called me to come over to
my place
I put my day on hold
I just wanted to be with him
Sometimes, he stood me up
I became sad
He was with his true love
I didn’t like it at all
Yet, I continued to waste my
time on his love
Why can’t I be in love
with a real boyfriend?
Maybe, I was just a fool in
love
To Die In My Sleep
By Kazz Falcon
A hit man sounded fabulous
to end a life.
I need to go after what I want
in life.
I was grateful that I could
accomplish my dreams.
I could go far in life with
no troubles at all.
It serves me great poetic justice!
The police couldn't do a damn
thing.
No man would ever stop me.
As long I play my cards right,
it was a DONE DEAL!
Till death do us apart, I was
dead to the world.
Yet, death was clinging on
to dear life.
Whereas I escaped to the darkness
in my sleep.
Not knowing that I would ever
wake up again.
Dying was the end of things.
The darkness was my comfort.
It was my shield from the troubles.
I won't have to face the pain.
I wasn't afraid.
I embraced death.
What a peaceful way to end
things.
I rejoiced that I accomplish
one thing I always live for.
To die in my sleep.
